To Make You Nebulous

To make you nebulous
is a modern way to forget, I suppose
keep it steady is the American Way, I know
yet trespassers remain
and love lingers like a bell. 

I exist all the time
try to be mindful of the stir, don’t hush
the ordinary threat of burnt toast, tell me
what has more beauty than a movie night in winter 
and flat popcorn on the rug.

Just Do It
but I am not so inclined, I remember
piles of uncooked meat, wet concrete where
I dragged my feet on Mondays, who knew
soft hands could be monstrous.

We let it happen
such a good line of bass, a face
that dances and it haunts me, with laughter
still ringing in my ears, I stole that shamelessly
from someone we both admire. 

I am fine
but it is getting harder to sell, and know
the cruelty of a village can be thunder, in June 
when rays of moon shine violent and illuminate
the hole at the centre of everything.  

Illustration by Inés Estrada @inechi_

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